I FOUND MELLLLY:) my darling little pink thing i'm so sorry i'll never leave you again. this made my day:)

I FOUND MELLLY!:)

shit i've got a ton of stuff to do before tonight.



it's been so long

thursday
i played my open match against tamsyn, omgosh i played so damn badly argh i'm trying to forget about it it's just a match D: was just trying to delay it such that i wouldn't end so fast - how sad is that? but she played really really well, so congrats to her, and lyn and van won their matches:)

friday
schools was ages, then after school we had south zone colors ceremony.
only had to wear a tie which was okay cos some school's wore like blazer, pantyhose, shoes, all these. (hahah clare!) i was next to jia yi and vic and the guest of honour's pres. was damn funny, other than that it was really boring. oh and before we went onstage i was so scared like i would trip and embarrass myself or something! thankfully not though. after that sent lyn to kallang for her match against vannn and went home, had dinner, nicky came over for a l'il while damn spastic. haha:)

saturday (today)
HAPPY BIRTHDAY DADDY i love you so so so so so SO SO much :)

met the lit pt group at 8, went for lunch at pizza hut i ate so much! fik, lucy, lying and me had a good time disturbing jolene haha, poor her. went to marina to meet lyn i took mrt and ALMOST made it thanks to lucy's mrt list thingy. we did so much painting today i think i may just die? we're meeting again tomorrow.

anyway tomorrow is our ballkid's reunion dinner of sorts cos our program leader is coming into town so we're meeting, i cannot wait! :)


*CONGRATS TO VAN FOR WINNING OPEN!!!!!

i'm tired gnite world:)

heh whatever happened to not blogging, i don't know, i guess i'm just too bored at home or something :D

these past few days have been rather uneventful - as usual. school's started again and it isn't as bad as i expected my group makes things hell lot funner :) i just keep thinking:
four more weeks. four freaking weeks omg i can't wait!

and then and then. hmm let's see what happened before that. age-group? played finals on sunday and the ___ went downnnn:) fill it in!! congrats to those who won, since it was so long ago i can't exactly remember.. and then prize presentation. and then lyn, stef, me, justin, greg, nat, ben koh, david and patrick i think went out to cine but there wasn't movies to watch. i wanted to watch devil wears prada for the third time but apparently people felt differently, hehh.

so, then we cabbed to justin's place and pigged out and lazed around, watching movies the whole day or something. diane, tessa, clare joined us later and we went home at 9 something it was fun.


happy 14th birthday steff :)

you've been such fun to be around always. and those all those trips, kl, bangkok, jakarta, sarawak, embarrassing ourselves totally and sleepovers and baking parties and uh, rs on monday nights? as well as trainings. they always think we're nuts for taking the closest court! all = such great times :) have a fun happy happy birthday!




it's really good to hear your voice saying my name,
it sounds so sweet
coming from the lips of an angel
hearing those words, it makes me weak
with the lips of an angel;

m swearing off blogging until post-exams or smth so, i'll see you then maybe :D

HEY :)

isn't clancy the giraffe the cutest thing in the world ;D okay not really i know whats the cutest thing in the world. not telling! haha.

sorry i've not been updating, i've been kinda busy & then i decided that the september hols are officially the WORST outta all four. because 1. it's only one week which is tournament, so you can't do anything. 2. it's directly before exams so there's guilt if you don't mug which i haven't been doing at all since saturday.

zero work! it's making me feel damn bad okay. yesterday, van came to trng and told me that she'd just spent ELEVEN HOURS in school the other day, mugging straight. actually her exams are in 28 days or smth but still. vj's sooo lucky! their school actually ends the day our exams end. i rmbr there was a period of time long long ago i wanted to go vj but mummy wouldn't let me. haha.

september hols so far:
totally uneventful. because of the tournament which is giving me a headache it takes up the whole week ):devil wears prada. it was.. damn nice :)

okay, omg i can't remember. i can only remember bits and pieces like, going out with my mum and dad on sunday to watch devil wears prada again and seeing so many people. diane & claudia were selling tuilip hearts we bought from em. it was good seeing them:) then we also saw clare and christine at lido, it was so coincidental!

i also shopped till i dropped on sunday/monday, got my hair cut on monday as well. then on tuesday, the tournament started! and oh yeah good luck to all that'r playing quarters tomorrow of all the age groups! except maybe my opponents hahah kidding:) and justin, lyn it's okay to lose sometimes so you guys cheer up yeahhh!

tourn's been alright so far, i hate the no atmosphere at farrer though i cannn't wait for kallang i hope to make it as far:)

sg idol/rockstar supernova results tonight i wna see who's inna top 3! i've a feeling it'll be jasmine, jonathan, hady, paul's cool but i don't think he'll make the cut somehow. jonathan's chasing cars was like omgggg, damn good.

oh and my dearest brother lex is back from melb. yay! he was doing stupid stuff as usual like at the airport started singing really loudly off -key people were staring at us. hahah i've missed him i hope he's back for good :D

oh and and and,

SHIN, cheer up alright? it hurts seeing you hurt and sad and emo remember what i told ya today yeah <3

shit. many birthday's are coming up and no presents/no money? i'm absolute broke without my dad hahah i think i need to learn to control the spending. 50 bucks a week can't even cover presents for 3 whole people can it. i think i'll have to share with lyn. and my daddys'll have to be the biggest and bestest no question about it becos he's the best :) erin tan when the hell are we gonnna go out you'd better tell me okay!

i love this song even though it's olddd:)

I've been looking for the answer
Somewhere
I couldn't see that it was right there
But now I know what I didn't know

Because you live and breathe
Because you make me believe in myself when nobody else can help
Because you live
My world has twice as many stars in the sky

It's alright, I survived,
I'm alive again
Cuz of you, made it through every storm
What is life, what's the use if you're killed inside
I'm so glad I found an angel
Someone
Who was there when all my hopes fell
I wanna fly, looking in your eyes

Because you live,
My world has everything I need to survive.

ayyyye i miss you. ):